Sunday, December 22, 2013

Sunday Snippets #15

... or how Robert ruined Christmas. We have ferry tickets to Estonia for tomorrow, but it's yet unsure if we will be able to visit my parents and relatives for the holidays because - yes, Robert is sick.
 
When I fully realised it yesterday morning, I just sat and thought it must be my own personal holiday curse. Mammu fell ill in August, when our vacations began, and needed to be given medications three times a day, so that was all that we did during summer vacation. Now it's Christmas holidays and Robert is sick. It's so absurd I don't even know what to think.
 
I don't even know what's wrong with him other than that he just doesn't eat and doesn't play and is not his normal self. We took him to the vet yesterday (they should have some programme for regulars, really...), the initial examination didn't indicate what might be the problem, nor did the blood work.
 
I'm really tired of pets being sick, and wish this year was over already!
 
On more bookish notes, I finished A Christmas Carol this week, a lovely buddy read we had with Sam and Christine. I've also been reading The Quantum Thief for a while now - it is a mind-blowing book but unfortunately quite difficult to follow, especially if your mind is occupied with a lot of worrysome stuff. I also started The Road by Cormac McCarthy - a happy Christmas read this is not. I'm kind of craving for some nice classics book and have been thinking of North and South for more than once now, maybe I'll pick that up during the holidays.
 
That was my depressive Sunday post - forgive me for being gloomy during holidays. I hope Robert will start feeling better soon, that would be like, a little Christmas miracle and the biggest gift I could get.

Saturday, December 21, 2013

C_Club #15: A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens

Again, I find myself in the situation of having to write something coherent about a hugely famous story. I don't remember having read A Christmas Carol before, at least not in its full length, but it's hard to not know about the story because of film adaptions.
 
I also started the book this time around with a warm and fuzzy feeling that I had got from a book I read back in summer - in A Prayer for Owen Meany (John Irving) there is a scene where some of the cast prepare to perform the play of A Christmas Carol on stage; in the book this piece of storyline carries a strong importance and there are humorous bits that surround it, and remembering that made me smile instantly when I picked up Dickens' novella.
 
It's been a long while since I read anything by Dickens - I read David Copperfield in my teens, and I attempted A Tale of Two Cities earlier this year, but it didn't happen, mentally I wasn't ready. However, A Christmas Carol is not difficult to read or follow. It is built in a quite simple and straight-forward manner - description of the life of Ebenezer Scrooge as it is at the given moment, meeting the ghosts of the past, present and future, and then it is back to the given moment, only Scrooge is transformed after his experiences.
 
A Christmas Carol tells about the importance of being nice, shortly put. In the beginning, Ebenezer Scrooge is lost, in a way; he does not come off as evil, rather he does not see the point in being nice. He doesn't see many things - he is yet to realise that hoarding wealth is quite pointless if you do not have a good idea of what to do with it or people to enjoy it with. What I found interesting is that he didn't actually need a lot of convincing in the book; right from the beginning, when he encounters the ghost of his former business partner, you can see that he is actually very eager to change. Having the opportunity to see, whilst invisible, how others take him for a hopeless person comes as kind of enlightenment, it looks like he has never even given a second thought of how his rational ways may seem to other people.
 
The final bit of the book has very different tone from the bleakness of the beginning; it is a chapter full of light, that celebrates hope and the way a human can change. Maybe it is true that in essence, a human being is good by nature, just that there are several factors and experiences on the path of life that can alter this goodness into being hidden, or being something else. Scrooge is determined to set his affairs right and most of all it felt like the huge burden had been taken from his chest, as if he didn't even want to be the kind of person he was, and he was genuinely happy to change.
 
I guess such a book could be taken as a bit cheesy, but whether one thinks that or not, I think the message of the story is simple and in its right place, and one we all need to remind ourselves (and the others) from time to time: that it is important to be nice, and moreover - it is never too late to change.
 
I read this book with Sam and Christine.
 
Find Sam's review here:
 

Friday, December 20, 2013

Russian Literature 2014 Challenge


This year in Russian literature was a big round zero for me. I am not even sure how this happened - I love Russian authors? But it did happen and something needs to be done, so I will join o's Russian Literature 2014 challenge.
 
There are four levels of participation available, I'll go with number two, 4-6 books.
 
Here is the list of what I'm planning to read (in alphabetical order):
 
1. The Idiot, Fyodor Dostoyevski - a re-read of one of the best books ever.
2. Dead Souls, Nikolai Gogol - I'll read it in Estonian, as I have a very old copy (from 1949) on my shelf.
3. Invitation to a Beheading, Vladimir Nabokov - I am so excited for this, I think Nabokov writes so beautifully and the premise of Invitation to a Beheading seems to bear resemblances to the world of Kafka (and I love Kafka!), so this could possibly turn out really good for me.
4. One Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich, Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn - tackles a tough topic, I'm hoping for a powerful read out of this one.
5. War and Peace, Leo Tolstoy - yep, 2014 will be the year for this.
6. We, Yevgeni Zamyatin - a sci-fi classic from 1924.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

C_Club #14: Dracula by Bram Stoker

Let me just start by saying how refreshing this book felt in our era of glittery sparkling vampires, synthetic blood and "coming out of the coffin". In the preface of this Penguin Classics edition of Dracula, Bram Stoker lists characteristics of a vampire:
 
'power of creating evil thoughts or banishing good ones in others present'
'goes through fog by instinct' and 'can see in the dark'
'insensibility to music'
'Painters cannot paint him. His likeness always like someone else'
'could not Codak [photograph] him - comes out black of like skeleton corpse'
'No looking glasses in Count's house - never can see his reflection in one - no shadow?'
'never eats nor drinks'
 
I think it would do good for some modern authors to go re-view the roots of vampire literature.
 
On to the book though, I don't suppose the plot needs much introduction, as this is a very famous, well-known story. It is an epistolary novel - never a bad thing. Actually, I don't think the epistolary format was executed to the perfection because the voices of different narrators, who wrote their personal diaries of the events, did not come out as particularly recognisable; at some point they tended to melt into one big mass and I had to re-check who was narrating.
 
In the same vein, the characters generally were not super extinguishable and different from each other, it was more like "the good" against "the bad" Count Dracula. Portrayal of Dracula himself I found fascinating in this book, as he does make quite powerful appearances early on (t'is some truly spooky stuff there), but he is never really viewed too closely, which can probably lead to some people feeling that there is not enough Dracula in the book. I am not one of those readers, as I feel we are given quite a good picture from the perspective of Van Helsing and others; it's not like they get into a fist fight with Dracula right away, he is more like this subtle, hidden terror, which I think is even scarier than something full on, because since it's a bit hidden, a lot of the fear itself comes from recipient's emotions.
 
Portrayal of Van Helsing made me chuckle, truly - originally he is not your young handsome stud kinda dude; he is described by Mina Harker as "a man of medium height, strongly built, with his shoulders set back over a broad, deep chest and a neck well balanced on the trunk as the head is on the neck" and even though his exact age is not indicated, he cannot be in his early youth because he has a deceased son and a long career behind him. Let me also note the fact that by far the most irritating text in the book comes out of his mouth - half patronising and flowery, and the fact that he just seems to keep talking. I found it highly amusing that the famous vampire hunter is really a tad annoying.
 
Mina Harker has all the makings for a kick-ass heroine, if only she wasn't controlled by the straps of her time. There was a scene particularly ironic, where the menfolk felt the need to "protect" Mina, and what resulted from this - you probably know what I am talking about if you have read the book.
 
I think the end of the book/culmination has likely triggered many a controversial opinions and, as a modern reader, I can see why. However, since I was fully immersed to the ways of that particular time while reading Dracula, the ending was not anticlimactic for me; if anything it felt like a natural course of things and something more out of "the realm of real possibilities" rather than "just another movie sequence".
 
All in all, I was thoroughly entertained while reading Dracula, and I am very happy that I've finally finished this piece of cult literature.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Review: A Trick of the Light by Loiz Metzger


Mike Welles had everything under control. But that was before. Now things are rough at home, and they’re getting confusing at school. He’s losing his sense of direction, and he feels like he’s a mess.

Then there’s a voice in his head. A friend, who’s trying to help him get control again. More than that—the voice can guide him to become faster and stronger than he was before, to rid his life of everything that’s holding him back. To figure out who he is again. If only Mike will listen.

 

/From Goodreads/
 
I don't have a whole lot to say about this book, but this doesn't mean it's a bad book. I think that when we think or talk about any kind of eating disorder, majority of people think of girls (or women). This book focuses on eating disorder from a male point of view, and for this it is kind of unique. (Apparently, 10% out of 10 million people with eating disorders in USA are male, and that is not that small of a number.)
 
The writing is not exceptional but it is okay, the characters are not magnificently explored, but again, they were okay for me - it looks like A Trick of the Light was generally somewhere between "meh/okay" category. There was one thing that irked me and it was the fact that the whole dialogue was written like this:
 
Mike: "Things have been kind of weird at home."
Tamio: "Yeah? How so?"
 
I don't know if it is kind of a stylistic intention or not but for me it pretty much translates into a bit of lazy writing.
 
Other than that, I think this book is good for the age group it's targeted to (I'm guessing teenagers), it was a super fast read and made me think of a problem I regularly had not given any thought at all, which is that boys as well can develop eating disorders for pretty much the same reasons as girls (depression, problems at home, social acceptance, etc. etc.)

Monday, December 2, 2013

C_Club #13: Villette by Charlotte Brontë

Villette was the Classics Spin #2 pick for me back in the summer, which means that I read it a while back so everything that happened (or didn't happen) in the book is not that fresh in my mind anymore; however, as this is a remarkable book in several ways, I want to write about it nevertheless.
 
This is not a happy book. Nor is it a particularly easy piece to read. But it is a good book and the kind that sucks you in if you manage to switch off everything around yourself and dedicate your time and energy to the text on the pages. If you know French a bit I'd say you are in a good place, there is a lot of French used in the book and it can be a bit distracting to keep browsing to the notes in the back of the book all the time. I speak no French at all.
 
Lucy Snowe is a character of the kind I have not met before in a book, I think. Her life is kind of sad; she is not blessed with wealth nor looks and she does not have much of family or friends. She is a governess, and an intelligent woman and with wise views, with curiousity towards the world and her own inner self. There are plenty of battles shown, of what is going on inside Lucy's head although if you would be looking from outside, you would probably not describe her as a passionate person. Lucy is very independent in her thinking and she does not want to rely on anyone or expect anything from anyone. In ways she can be very strict in her views (the whole topic of religion), but on the other hand she accepts the diversity and differences that the life creates (or does she sigh sadly and just take it as inevitability?) in a very mature way:
 
Religious reader, you will preach to me a long sermon about what I have just written, and so will you, moralist, and you, stern sage: you, stoic, will frown; you, cynic, sneer; you, epicure, laugh. Well, each and all, take it your own way. I accept the sermon, frown, sneer and laugh; perhaps you are all right: and perhaps, circumstanced like me, you would have been, like me, wrong.
/p. 173/
 
The longer we live, the more our experience widens; the less prone are we to judge our neighbour's conduct, to question the world's wisdom: [...]
/p. 343/
 
Lucy does not come off the kind of dreaming, romatic woman that is often encountered in literature. She can be rather snarky and blunt in her narrative:
 
Independently of romantic rubbish, however, that old garden has its charms.
/p.118/
 
I got the impression that she is a very sensitive person, but at the same time quite defensive towards the world. She is very self-reflective, but also, as a narrator, not completely reliable because she does not reveal everything at once.
 
The ending of Villette is controversial and although I would like to talk about it, I better not because, well, spoiling. It's the kind of ending that makes some people angry because perhaps they do not get what they were after when reading this book, but I personally loved it. I think it is the type of ending that respects the intelligence of the reader.
 
If you read Charlotte Brontë's Jane Eyre and loved it, I would encourage you to pick up Villette, but whether and how much you would enjoy it is unknown. It is a very different book, much deeper and darker, and more difficult to follow; if you like Jane Eyre mainly because of romance, then I am not sure you will get the exact same thing from Villette; however, if you like well-written and deeply character-driven books then this one is an excellent choice.

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Closing the lid of November, Sunday Snippets #14


Season's greetings from a grumpy Robert.
 
Somehow I managed to read 10 books in November... it must have been the new Kindle, because it definitely made me read more overall. 3 out of those 10 I read on e-reader.
 
* A Trick of the Light, Lois Metzger (3/5)
* Shades of Grey, Jasper Fforde (3/5)
* The Sisters Brothers, Patrick deWitt (4/5)
* The Turn of the Screw, Henry James (CC) (1/5)
* Escape from Camp 14, Blaine Harden (5/5)
* Roverandom, J.R.R. Tolkien (5/5)
* The Moonstone, Wilkie Collins (CC) (4/5)
* UFO in Her Eyes, Xiaolu Guo (4/5)
* Parasite, Mira Grant (3/5)
 
 
A quick look back to this Top Ten Tuesday, where I set 10 books that I want to read this autumn. The result is 6/10 and I am happy with it; I am just a bit disappointed I didn't read neither of the two, The Poisonwood Bible nor NW.
 
There are a few books I want to read/finish in December:
 
* the Classics Club Spin book Cranford;
A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens - what other time for this than December?
* I want to finish Vonnegut's Slaughterhouse-Five, at last;
* I want to finish Hannu Rajaniemi's The Quantum Thief;
* I would like to start (and finish!) The Lies of Locke Lamora by Scott Lynch.
 
I didn't even realise how this cover of Cranford matches with my Christmas PJs.
 
We'll see how it goes, there will probably be other books distracting me from those as well (I've had some serious non-fiction appetite lately). The two-month sci-fi reading event starts today as well, so I better put together an initial reading list for this.
 
I'm thinking of taking on a project for the month of December to tame the pile of To Be Reviewed books... The ratio between the books I read and the books I review is really getting out of control. Right now I've got *checking the notebook* 12 books to review, and a part of me wants to be done with all the 2013 books before the end of 2013, so if I review one book in two days, this should be doable. Some of these reviews will not be long, I am willing to give myself some maneuvering space there, because I know that taking on a task too demanding can end in a failure.
 
Watching:
 
I am not sure what is wrong with me, but ever since we went to see Gravity in movie theater earlier this month, I've been loving all things space-y (my Kindle is full of samples of non-fiction on space exploration...) Especially when it comes to watching something, it's been impossible to steer away from the space drama. I don't remember when we started watching Babylon 5 - I think it might have been this month, and we are already in Season 3. Yeah....... We also saw Space Cowboys, which wasn't anything life-changing, but it was entertaining in several ways. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban was such a disappointment. Given that it has one of the highest scores out of all the HP movies on IMDB, I am not sure what went wrong. The story in the film felt completely disjointed, at least coming from having read the book fairly recently. I enjoyed the first two movies, but this one just made me fall asleep over and over again.
 
I wish everyone a happy holiday month. I am sorting my Christmas decorations today and maybe we will put up the star on the window - it would already be done if there was a spare light bulb in the household.